Dropped

Sometimes people are just so extremelly annoying it's not even funny.
When you say you're going to do something, don't change your plans at the last minute or not bother to tell someone you can't. Usually they are assuming they are going to be seeing you soon and are getting somewhat prepared, like looking up movie times or picking out an outfit. And it really gets me off when after all of that is done and that certain person has promised that he or she could hang out answers your texts and calls at 12 that day saying, 'Oh, I can't hang out, I have to milk my cow' or something along those lines. It's not fair to everyone else who was counting on you to fill their free time and by now its too late to ask someone else to hang out and it just ruins your mood.

I really don't get the male mind.

I mean, come on. What were you thinking? It's not like everything's going to be okay. You've pretty much taken a chunk out of my trust for you and my self esteem. For example, I could be thinking Wow, he must be ditching me because I did something. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore or something like I must be really ugly if he doesn't want to see me. It doesn't do any good for either of us, and then the guy comes to school the next day acting like nothing was wrong. Of course, as girls we melt and we can't stay mad even though we swore to ourselves that we would stonewall him for the next few days, and usually we forget what happened until the next time we start planning another get-together. Will he do the same thing again, or is he actually going to follow through?

Okay, I'm done ranting. Ciao

xoxo,
Megan

School's In

It really pisses me off.
All my classes suck.

And I don't have hardly ANYONE in them!

Kristen and I have almost completely reversed schedules its crazy and I miss her dearly!
Olivia and I have choir together but that class is kinda sucky and I dislike the teacher greatly.
Noah and I have no classes together.
But, but, me and Ryan have four.

So that evens out about right.

For my first two periods I have Ms. Wagner. She seems nice enough, and I think we'll get along alright (even though I think I've made a bad first impression.)
And then there's Mr. Cress. I kinda think he has it out for me. Like, for instance, he told me to stop talking in the big PE powerpoint twice and told me and Ryan to move apart. It was extremelly funny until he got kinda mad :(
And after that I've got Mr. Arnot. He's like totally by far my favorite teacher. And I think he likes me because I'm relatively smart that way and I sit right in the front of the class. It's pretty cool but kinda akward because I can see his long nosehairs :/
And then there's choir. I fricking hate this class but I can't transfer out because so many people have already. It's so horrible. Even the classroom sucks. All the air likes stays where you are and you start to feel real faint and wobbly and you have to grab onto the people around you to keep yourself up. It's horrible. And then you have to do these retarded warm up song-esque things such as 'lolly lollypop corro corro'. I don't think there is any point to these except to entertain the teacher as she hears the children making fools out of themselves. And the songs are horrible! The only reason I'm there is for Disneyland. I have to remember that so I don't go insane.
And then there's science. God I hate science. I have like zero friends in the class and all of these nerds just stare at me constantly it's totally freaky. And they're all asking me if I need help with anything and I'm just like 'Uhhh, no thanks.' It's slightly retarded but whatever.

So that's my day in a nutshell.

xoxo,
Megan